Sunday, June 26, 2011

Witch Twins^^&SK T.T

Assalamualaikum^^..
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^..
   Well..umm..what's with the tittle?haha^^...the twins are witch!!what kind of spell they put on that makes people in love with them?^^


   OkOk..they're Jo Twins^^.. well..Girlfriends like MinWoo more..but I'd like to choose them.. well,..KwangMin reminds me of the unknown guy in my dreams..and YoungMin..well..^__^..cute~okay..I'll prove it..when he is in 6th grade,he got a role as Cinderella in the school play..he forgot to take off the wig when he playing at the playground..(after the school play).. 


  And there's a boy confess at him that he likes him..==..well,no doubt,he's pretty!prettier than me..>.<..so,..in that situation, he just answered.."I already have a boyfriend"..haha^^.. 










Well,they do have some differences since I can recognize them^^..



And,...I like YoungMin(yeongmin) the most^^.. Blonde Prince^^..
His older brother looks nice too..(KwangMin)


  Okay...continue what happened today..My group have to do acting for SK subject..I know..my group is the worst..well,we didn't planned well..and,I just grateful that I do wrote the script..and the others..==..they hand all to me..well,I don't mind,..at least we do collaborated at last minute..the teacher told us to discuss and do it again..==..


   Anyway,I feel sorry for Fekkrie..he got a fever today..I tried to hand his part to other members,but..of course..they didn't want to..well,before the second discuss,he is the main character along with me..then,we all changed our parts..Ain got lost and stuttered..so,I continued her lines..make the situation planned changed..I have to do that anyway..so,everything went OK... memuaskan..that what teacher said..at least she do praised us ..hehe..so..I have no regret^^


   I want to buy shoes~>.<...
=)...
      Assalamualaikum...^^

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Y_Y

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah I'm fine today^^..


   I just don't know why these days I feels like there's only 'blowing wind'...
It's hurt if a person tell us that we didn't understand them,but,it's a lot hurt for not understand ourselves/myself..


   I don't know why I'm lonely,and I don't know why I want to keep be alone and let the sadness pass through my heart.. I am always hoping for someone could understand me and always be there for me... I don't why but,I'm always feel that kind of person will come in my life,I can feel that clearly...


    Sometimes,I even waiting...I shouldn't do that I know...but the feelings keeps come..whenever I'm alone...Whenever I'm sad,happy or even didn't understand my own heart,He knows it...that's why I'm only tell my heart out at Him..yeah,Allah always there for me^^...


   Even those feelings keeps come,I've always looks cheerful from outside,I think... I'm always smiling...seriously,no one will understand my real feelings or my real mood..
^^...I'm writing new masterpiece now^^I got some ideas when I'm alone at school..there's no one around me~haha...so..where that place is?hmm...somewhere in the school area..you'll find it... I found it when I was walking around the school..


Assalamualaikum,

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

ZZZzzzzangg!^^

Assalamualaikum^^Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


   "Nobody Nobody Nobody No one,There's no one but you"-JaeJin-


This is a sentence of the song "Hello2" by FT.I that have been translated^^..
   They wrote the lyric themselves and it was creative^^..zzang!


"A word,a word that means I love you,a word tha means I can't forget,A word that means please come back again. No,now it's not like that,you and I were really in love"


"Even if I constantly try to forget you,It can't be"


  "A word,a word that means I miss you,A word that means I can't let go,A word that means please don't leave,
No,It's not a word of separation,You and I are still in love,"


  "Lie,look at me and tell me.Does that word really mean you'll leave me?"


^_^.. I was absent yesterday and I bought 2 books.. one of them is "MyWay"..^^
   Both of it are comic books.. MyWay is nice..
I'm gonna look for some ideas for my second masterpiece^^hehe...
              I have understand the story first...or..I couldn't write anything,I have act like one of the person in the book^^..Perlukan daya imaginasi yang tinggi..~ it's kind of art too,I think~


Assalamualaikum



Monday, June 13, 2011

Alone~

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^
  
   I was so surprised when see my BM's marks!!!Alhamdulillah,I got A! I thought I was likely to be dreaming.. I asked my teacher several times until my teacher felt weird about me...haha.. all this time I always got C and B seldom..huhu.. I'm really happy!^^


   And,for sad situation~ sometimes I feel quiet lonely... yes,no one understand my feelings except Allah... Even though I feel lonely,I always want to be alone.. I don't know why.. It's like...I'm hoping for someone would be there for me,I always wait...


   But,I always pray for me not to have this kind of feelings... and that's the time when I'm tearing up... I have.. ,many people around me,but I don't understand why I keep..kinda 'avoiding' them? And I seldom talking...But I always try to be a cheerful person in front of them,just like I use to..


   Only Allah understand me^^... and those dreams that I had,..keeps questioning me... I once dream seeing sun eclipse in the night,it looks like the round  moon on fire.. I also dreamt like...my spirit is travelling with a man's spirit in the galaxy..and I saw all the planets kinda..surround a biggest planet..I'm not sure whether it's a planet or moon..


  I dreamt of a guy that I didn't know at all.. it's about.. 3 times already..2 dreams are the same guy with light brown hair and another one black haired..it's really weird to me,in the dreams,they act like they know me very much,I can't hear/understand what they're saying and I can't see their face... It's like the light brown haired guy told me something that really important...2 dreams,same place,different environment..he wore all black and holding a black umbrella.. I can't state where the place is... it is shocking!...


   Aish~too much typing here~I'm gonna exercise~LIve HEalthy!!
Assalamualaikum^^

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Aheeeeeeee~~ >.

Assalamualaikum^^
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^...


    Seriously,I don't know why lately I've become ..kinda..cold.. maybe it's because I'm kinda influenced with some FT.Island songs.. haha.. 
I like the lyrics,nice and have deep meaning..I still remember years ago,I began writing lyrics because of their songs' meaningful lyrics.. Years ago too,I love drawing so much..then,Allah took back my ability to draw..I didn't sad,because I know why..


   Then,since I'm kinda good in English,I started to write poems and song lyrics...
sometimes I write my heart out as a song~...but I change a little of course..^^haha..
And now.. I don't know what I good at.. I try to write lyrics,it comes out good too..but this is not what I want...


   I want to do something that I could be happy and it gives me a lot of meaning~..
I don't know why but last night I suddenly remember 2 dreams that I had when I was about..12?.. and I couldn't sleep until the clock showed up to 3AM..I dreamed of a guy that I didn't know that time.. his hair kinda..light brown..


   And last night I dreamed of a guy I didn't know too,In the dream,I knew him so much,but I couldn't think of anyone in my real life that relates to him.. Because in my life,I never meet that kind of person...


   Ouh~tomorrow is a school day..I'm kinda nervous..>.<! But relaxxxxxxxx~..
and..I'm a bit excited~ My mind is empty now~haha.. no problems~~..
I want to study well!!!!!I want to study in Korea or Egypt when I'm grow up!!!!hehe^^


Assalamualaikum`^^