Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Chapter:1-Mr Lonely (Forever And Always)

I'm still waiting for the day when my tears can freely fall, when my chest aches from all the shit I've been though, when I don't have to feel as though I'm nothing at all. I'm sick of feeling invisible, I just want to be found. Is it that hard?


full cr:  seonqyeols

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Forever And Always: by Seonqyeols

"Bye!" I shout over at him. Wow, Sungyeol, this is your 37th attempt at talking to him, and 37th failure. 

Forever And Always

Today is 13 March 2011, it's Kim Myungsoo's birthday. Can't he at least smile on his birthday? Stupid little jerk.

I study him instead of looking at the work on my desk: he's sweeping his bangs off his eyes, lips making subtle movement as if he's talking to himself. I wonder just how can somebody pull off being cold and distant all the time. 
 A voice in my head nags at me: the quietest people have the loudest minds. So does Myungsoo think alot, but he just doesn't know how to express his thoughts? Or is he just doing this on purpose to get everybody's attention? 


 "Forever And Always", by  seonqyeols

Like A Guardian Angel

Sungyeol hesitated, afraid to make Myungsoo angry again. "Why is your heart hurting?"
"Mm...nah, I was just thinking about something when suddenly... it started to hurt." I was thinking, what if we would go our different ways one day and leave each other. I would miss you. That was he really wanted to say.


"Like A Guardian Angel", by  Infnt7Inspirit






Life As A RP XDDDD

hahahahahaXDD
   lol~ 
I dunno why..but I think its funny~ last month, there's this Kim Myungsoo asked me.."be mine?"
but I didn't accept it right away lol~
   Few weeks later, he sent me the r/s request.. somehow, I accepted it =D
then, last week, he deact. Then..today, a Lee Sungyeol asked me the same thing... 
should I accept it? If I do, I would count as cheating, right? >< lol~
         but.. I never serious to this kind of relationship.. but~ agh~~~ TT3TT

Even If You Din't Know -- Teaser 1

'I speed up my pace, and run all my heart, as if I could forget him, as if the pain would faded away. Without noticing, tears filling up my eyes. Should I forget him? Am I able to leave him? I began to sob harder as I thinking about him. He's in the hospital now, which mean, I'm a cruel person if I leave him now.


    But, I couldn't stand this. This feeling keeps growing deeper. I.. just don't want to ruin our friendship. The doctor said, he might lost all of his memories. My heart's ache at the moment when he utter those words. He gonna forget about me too? But, it's an opportunity to drag myself off from his life, right?


    Maybe everything is going to be better if I'm not there, not around him, not beside him.'


Here I am right now, years had pass. I don't even believe that I leave him. I moved to other school. I told his mother to never mention me when he woke up. It's dumb, right? I leave him, a fact that I couldn't even believe. 


  I need him, I always do. I love him,always and forever. Because of that, I have to leave him, I don't want him to get hurt or disappoint of me.

INFINITE will be having their comeback on May!

YaDong on Dream Team!^O^





lol my Hobaby~ I know what you did there XD I say 'HA' you say 'YA'!





hahaXD why you so choding asked this kind of question?~ XD

ok.. I wish I was the cat ._. hey, it's looks like my cat, Oppi 8D

INFINITE will be having their comeback on May!

I...I don't know why I post this.. XDD




Friday, February 17, 2012

MyungYeol~



Something that you should know, Sungyeollie or Lee Sungyeol is so precious to me. His smile.. Its extravagantly beautiful =)
And, it's easily brightens up my day, my mood.
I wish I could be like him, a cheerful and a cute Choding :3
He, A person who gives me hope, once again.



Sungyeollie~~~~

THINGS I LOVE ABOUT LEE SUNGYEOL: his smile
sungyeol has one of the most gorgeous and genuine smiles ever. when he smiles his entire face just lights up and makes you want to smile along with him.
when he smiles you just cant help but smile as well.

MyungYeol Invasion!




INFINITE Couple Game - Choosing Partners

Yeolna :D haha^^ Yeollie is the one with long hair, beside Myungie~







THINGS I LOVE ABOUT LEE SUNGYEOL: that beautiful voice of his
sungyeol may get the least amount of parts in the group’s songs but i just love his voice. its just so gentle and soothing, i could listen to it for days.
there’s just something about his voice that just makes me love it; its indescribable.
(woolim, please give sungyeol more parts!)

My precious boy~ C:

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Let's share!^^

So..lately I've found a nice and interesting fic! Infinite OTP of course :)
!!! -----> Paradise

It's coming!

My ideas keep coming! HoYeah!!!
   Maybe I will just finish up my FF, "Time Will Tell My Love"~
Because..I'm going to plan a new one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  So excited about it!^O^ I will post some teasers soon!!! yay~


Well...I hope it's not that angst...? huhu~
   of coz..its MyungYeol ._. hehe :)


let's think about the title.... "Even If You Didn't Know"? 
well, I'll think about it ~hehe
the theme... -To be continued- LOL

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

The One I Love

I forgot when it started
I don't know why I'm like this

A day seems so long
And doesn't seem to have an end
How does another morning come?
I don't know

I can't do anything
While not doing anything
I look at the slow time
Where are you?
What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person

I know I shouldn't be doing this
I know that I can't love you
My confession will make you go through more pain
I know

Even though I know
I can't do anything
I can only think of you

If I close my two eyes
Or open them again

I can only think of one person

The memory I can't erase for one second

I just think of you

I can't do anything
While not doing anything

I look at the slow time

Where are you?
What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person

I only think of that one person

Myungsoo-"Time Will Tell My Love"

Finally!!!!!

So~~~~!! finally I got the theme sonG~ haha^^
  for my Fic~! you see.. I've already found for Sungyeol..
now, I've chose for Myungsoo =) It's Suju- KRY's "The One I Love"
  I will explain the reason soon^^..
and... the plots.... changed again!!hoi~hehe^^
           :) to a better one hahahaha
First, I will post the lyric =)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Sungyeol sniffs a little and I realise that he's trying his best not to cry too, which makes me feel like a goddamn failure.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Hope Is A Dream That Doesn't Sleep

Okay..another post about this song^^
  Actually, this song have deep meaning to me =)
there's something happened a year ago, which involved my emotions and feelings toward the world and people.. I often listen to this song that time, it kind of..related to me..
other than that, I listen to some other songs too^^









   So.. to the people who think I don't care, I'm cold or act cool, for your information, I may not spit out my words of hurt,. because I keep it inside. For your information again, did you watch me 24/7 ?? have you ever think how I feel? I depressed inside! I'm not crazy yet to show it to people. 
  
   Sometimes I think I'm a failure. I don't have the confidence that I can achieve what I want. Sometimes I wish I didn't exist.. but I still grateful because I'm still alive. I'm not good enough to die. In fact, I might be more regretted if I die now, which I might end up in hell.


  I really wish I could be more cold, so that I can bear more pain. 

Yeollie~^^ you're so precious Choding!^O^

I wish I can be like this: okay okay..I will try to work for it =)
But,I need support... =(










I have to take a bath? Okay