Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Life is Life

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah today I'm fine =)


   i'm actually felt a bit sad though..
It's hard for me to explain..but.. haih..


To:Someone


I felt so lonely today..especially during recess time..
I waited for a friend,she said she wanted to come over to see me..but she hasn't showed up. I ended up hungry because I'm not eating..
well,she might come and I might not in the class that time...
   So,I decided to go to her class..since I also wanted to ask her something..
It wasn't like I expected though...
I didn't get to see you today..
    If I do,I might ending up with a smile across my face^^
But at least I did saw you from a distance. You're happy!^^
haha.. Tsunaaaa~
You like that anime too =3
  Katekyo Hitman Reborn!!
That's how I come to like it^^ It was funny and awesome!
And Cute too!!^^ 
             To think again..,I don't think I will follow them in the study group.. well,I don't know.. the thing that I hope now is to be close with a friend before she move away..
Who Knows,this might be last moment or the last time I could see her.After all,she used to be my best friend..and so as now..but wasn't like one..O.O?
But,things weren't going as I expected..
     She have her close friends to care about and be with..
so,not showing myself is better I think..
  
 But,I should use the opportunity right??I can't be close to her like I used before..what can I do..she has her own life,and I have mine too..  But,I do admit,among friends that I have,she's the closest one ..well,when we're good best friend =) Now I feel really awkward =(
 maybe it's up to her.... well..I don't know.. we doesn't have much time to talk either..
          >.<
I don't know whether you have ever feel it or not.. feeling lonely is hard..sometimes,we could burst to tears.. but,we usually hide it..and nobody knows..
    we don't want attention..but,we want someone to care and understand..
=')

Monday, September 26, 2011

O.o??????

Assalamualaikum..
Today,Alhamdulillah I'm fine =)


  Thinking about the days..it's quiet...nothing much..
truths by truths.. THEY"RE NOTHING..well...some of them...
Sometimes,I just don't understand.. having a friend and others..
      If I pointed someone as my best true friend, I would give many presents to her!!^^
but,some of them wouldn't appreciate it TT.TT
   Yeah,of course I'm sad...


PLEASE APPRECIATE ME~


  







Thursday, September 22, 2011

A Friend,A Best friend,A True Friend2

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


  Well,continuing the last post~about friends..
Just like other people,I actually need friends..
  But,sometimes,their behavior makes me dislike it.. =.=''


I don't like when..


1)Someone that I talk with tell other person what we're chat about.. Especially something that to me private which include my feelings..If I tell out my heart to a person,she should be grateful la..since I've never confesses my feelings to other person..(well..sekali dua maybe)


2)Someone doesn't care about her/his friends' feelings..


3)Someone that didn't respect others' privacy.


4)Someone that forceful... =.="" 


5)Someone that not appreciate me..


   But I would be really sad if someone who I trust and hoping to become my true friend didn't always with me..
sometimes,I feel tricked if someone said I'm her best friend or bestest friend..they must said that just because I pointed them as..





Tuesday, September 13, 2011

A Friend,A Best friend,A True Friend

Assalamualikum^^
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine~^.^


  If we tell Kyuhyun .."You look like Pikachu..^^" he might answer this.."eo?really?wae?"
But..if we tell that to Kwangmin.. he might answer this.."jjinja?Yay~~^______^"
haha..


  What's Friend?True Friend? or Bestfriend?
What I understand,they're different.. but,they also can become one,just if you're lucky..
In my case..I have no true friend.
   We have many friends,but among them,who are our best friend?If we have best friends,can we state them as True Friends? 


Seriously,it's hard to find a true friend..
   If you found them,you're lucky and should be grateful~


In my life,I've found a lot of people who said and state me as their bestfriend,they admit that.But,never act like one. That's why I don't have true friend. And I think,I don't need them.. (Really?are you sure??)`~`!{not sure..one day,I will always need a true friend.because I lonely.. TT.TT}
    
 I didn't trust anyone at my school (1 or 2 people yes)..some just tiny little..haha^^
The reason I didn't trust them because I don't want to hurt anymore.. In my past,I used to hurt so so much because easily put on my trust on people and..too count on a best friend..which would make them annoyed or rimas.. =.=""


    The first time I schooling here,I wasn't planning to have any best friend. But,maybe I've been quiet nice to some people which make  them thought and stated me as their best friend.=.="
At this moment friends that I have,doesn't able to make a good example to me. Maximum of them are 2 person or...3?. I don't like some people ask me why I quiet..and bla bla bla..
seriously,don't mind that.. what if I said,I just pretend to be friendly and talkative?
Yes~sometimes..
   
  "Tell me why..love is over..love is dead......why ireohkae...ijeya arasseo...oh no~sho5 hajima~ .. neo gatteun yeoja...neo gerreohkae sara....michi gesseo ..ijjen dasi saranghalle~!!" haha^^ xDD bored la.. just listen to X-5's^^


I will continue my post tomorrow^^ Assalamualaikum







Friday, September 9, 2011

^___________^

Assalamualaikum^^Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine~


  Yesterday there's Eid celebration at my school~
I was so bored that time~luckily there's a friend in same situation as me..haha
it's Z ..^^since we asked N to bring lots of manga,Our time at school packed!!


  I told her to bring comic books called "Rahsia Waktu Ketujuh" and "Student King"^^
but..not for free of course.. a book that we borrow from her costs 50 cents ...haha
if bring back to home,60 cents..
That's why dia cepat banyak duit..


  Z read a book called "Pak Cik Kaki Panjang" or.. "Daddy Long Legs"..
there's actually 2 of it.. after she finished read it..in sad voice she said.."the guy died.."
then,me and N burst to laugh!! Yeah,she could have cried if it's not at school..
Then,I thought the books sounds interesting..so,I borrowed it.. IT WAS AWESOME!!!
I never read this kind of manga.. Yang paling penting takde part yang tak baik!!


  What a touched story!!!Excellent drawings too!! Then,I found out that there's a Korean movie called "Daddy Long Legs" .. So,I watched it of course!! But,I like the one in manga more..more interesting and pretty and handsome characters..haha..since they're just drawings.. The manga actually di adaptasi dari the movie.. yeah,the drawer or illustrator is a korean...I admit and I am really amaze with her drawing..really different from others..Her name is Do-Chan^^


   I tried to draw an image from the manga..and it turned nice..hehe ^^ I said the truth ok!!~  hey..Davichi's "don't say goodbye" is nice.. and Infinite's Be Mine Remix!!!^^
I <3 Infinte...and Boyfrined..ahahaha^^
I wonder,which is better..have friends or don't have friends?? 
I'm confused and I definitely have reasons for it.. somebody,give me answer and reasons!!!..
Assalamualaikum...~GoodNight..Annyeong!




   

Thursday, September 8, 2011

..

Assalamualaikum^^
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


  I don't know why~ But I feel sometimes it wasn't me in front of other people.
I'm usually not friendly,barely to smile..
but,I try to look in different side.. I smile but,I don't know whether I mean to..


  People around me used to think me friendly,cute and whatever.,.
In order to get friends and a true friend,I have to play 'maknae' role in front of them.. =.=""
But,I do grateful,I have them all..


  It just that,I can't get along with them with the real me..
haish~.. that's why i have to become talkative..well,it's a bit hard of course.. >.<
but,I easily burst to laugh!!^^





Monday, September 5, 2011

^.^

Assalamualaikum^^
Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =)

  Aheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ xDD
Now I'm home~ huh..after 2 days absent,I'll go back to school tomorrow.. =3
well,I feel a bit scared because it's been a long time~huhu

  10:35pm

When I arrived at my home just now,I smelt something awful in my room.. 
then.. I was like.. O.o!!!
  My cat entered my room entah bila.. it berak n kencing on my PRECIOUS blanket and bed!!~
huhuhuhu..
   Where can I sleep?? huhuhuhuhuhuhu..