Even If You Didn't Know Teaser/Preview 2

"Are you okay?? I-I'm sorry...I didn't mean to-" "No,it's okay..I'm fine, don't worry"..
   I said to a figure,while picking up the fallen books. I didn't bother to look at him,because I don't care, of course. Then, he squatted beside me and he pick up the books eagerly. Then, I lift up my face and look at him, instinctually, as my conscience told me to do so. 


  I feel a sudden ache in my heart. 'I'm a bad person',a word suddenly appears in my mind. 'I'm a cruel person', 'I'm a fool' ,those words keep hitting my heart, like a bullet that shoots my hollow heart,deeply. A memory suddenly playing in his mind..
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  A moment when I read a letter that makes me take a feeling that I afraid of;regret, wherever I go. Even I try to let go of the emotion, it wouldn't leave me alone, and even if it does, I couldn't help but feel empty again; that's how it eats me,slowly but the pain was unbearable.


------So,what's the content of the letter? We'll find out soon--------

귀한 (Precious)

Another FF that I want to share~^O^
  "귀한 (Precious)" by  seonqyeols~!
daebak as always!^^

Chapter:1-Mr Lonely (Forever And Always)

I'm still waiting for the day when my tears can freely fall, when my chest aches from all the shit I've been though, when I don't have to feel as though I'm nothing at all. I'm sick of feeling invisible, I just want to be found. Is it that hard?


full cr:  seonqyeols

Forever And Always: by Seonqyeols

"Bye!" I shout over at him. Wow, Sungyeol, this is your 37th attempt at talking to him, and 37th failure. 

Forever And Always

Today is 13 March 2011, it's Kim Myungsoo's birthday. Can't he at least smile on his birthday? Stupid little jerk.

I study him instead of looking at the work on my desk: he's sweeping his bangs off his eyes, lips making subtle movement as if he's talking to himself. I wonder just how can somebody pull off being cold and distant all the time. 

 A voice in my head nags at me: the quietest people have the loudest minds. So does Myungsoo think alot, but he just doesn't know how to express his thoughts? Or is he just doing this on purpose to get everybody's attention? 


 "Forever And Always", by  seonqyeols

Like A Guardian Angel

Sungyeol hesitated, afraid to make Myungsoo angry again. "Why is your heart hurting?"
"Mm...nah, I was just thinking about something when suddenly... it started to hurt." I was thinking, what if we would go our different ways one day and leave each other. I would miss you. That was he really wanted to say.


"Like A Guardian Angel", by  Infnt7Inspirit

Life As A RP XDDDD

hahahahahaXDD
   lol~ 
I dunno why..but I think its funny~ last month, there's this Kim Myungsoo asked me.."be mine?"
but I didn't accept it right away lol~
   Few weeks later, he sent me the r/s request.. somehow, I accepted it =D
then, last week, he deact. Then..today, a Lee Sungyeol asked me the same thing... 
should I accept it? If I do, I would count as cheating, right? >< lol~
         but.. I never serious to this kind of relationship.. but~ agh~~~ TT3TT

Even If You Din't Know -- Teaser 1

'I speed up my pace, and run all my heart, as if I could forget him, as if the pain would faded away. Without noticing, tears filling up my eyes. Should I forget him? Am I able to leave him? I began to sob harder as I thinking about him. He's in the hospital now, which mean, I'm a cruel person if I leave him now.


    But, I couldn't stand this. This feeling keeps growing deeper. I.. just don't want to ruin our friendship. The doctor said, he might lost all of his memories. My heart's ache at the moment when he utter those words. He gonna forget about me too? But, it's an opportunity to drag myself off from his life, right?


    Maybe everything is going to be better if I'm not there, not around him, not beside him.'


Here I am right now, years had pass. I don't even believe that I leave him. I moved to other school. I told his mother to never mention me when he woke up. It's dumb, right? I leave him, a fact that I couldn't even believe. 


  I need him, I always do. I love him,always and forever. Because of that, I have to leave him, I don't want him to get hurt or disappoint of me.

INFINITE will be having their comeback on May!

YaDong on Dream Team!^O^

lol my Hobaby~ I know what you did there XD I say 'HA' you say 'YA'!

hahaXD why you so choding asked this kind of question?~ XD

ok.. I wish I was the cat ._. hey, it's looks like my cat, Oppi 8D

INFINITE will be having their comeback on May!

I...I don't know why I post this.. XDD

MyungYeol~

Something that you should know, Sungyeollie or Lee Sungyeol is so precious to me. His smile.. Its extravagantly beautiful =)

And, it's easily brightens up my day, my mood.

I wish I could be like him, a cheerful and a cute Choding :3

He, A person who gives me hope, once again.