Another FF that I want to share~^O^
"귀한 (Precious)" by seonqyeols~!
daebak as always!^^
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Chapter:1-Mr Lonely (Forever And Always)
I'm still waiting for the day when my tears can freely fall, when my chest aches from all the shit I've been though, when I don't have to feel as though I'm nothing at all. I'm sick of feeling invisible, I just want to be found. Is it that hard?
full cr: seonqyeols
full cr: seonqyeols
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Forever And Always: by Seonqyeols
"Bye!" I shout over at him. Wow, Sungyeol, this is your 37th attempt at talking to him, and 37th failure.
Forever And Always
Today is 13 March 2011, it's Kim Myungsoo's birthday. Can't he at least smile on his birthday? Stupid little jerk.
I study him instead of looking at the work on my desk: he's sweeping his bangs off his eyes, lips making subtle movement as if he's talking to himself. I wonder just how can somebody pull off being cold and distant all the time.
A voice in my head nags at me: the quietest people have the loudest minds. So does Myungsoo think alot, but he just doesn't know how to express his thoughts? Or is he just doing this on purpose to get everybody's attention?
"Forever And Always", by seonqyeols
"Forever And Always", by seonqyeols
Like A Guardian Angel
Sungyeol hesitated, afraid to make Myungsoo angry again. "Why is your heart hurting?"
"Mm...nah, I was just thinking about something when suddenly... it started to hurt." I was thinking, what if we would go our different ways one day and leave each other. I would miss you. That was he really wanted to say.
"Like A Guardian Angel", by Infnt7Inspirit
"Mm...nah, I was just thinking about something when suddenly... it started to hurt." I was thinking, what if we would go our different ways one day and leave each other. I would miss you. That was he really wanted to say.
"Like A Guardian Angel", by Infnt7Inspirit
Life As A RP XDDDD
hahahahahaXDD
lol~
I dunno why..but I think its funny~ last month, there's this Kim Myungsoo asked me.."be mine?"
but I didn't accept it right away lol~
Few weeks later, he sent me the r/s request.. somehow, I accepted it =D
then, last week, he deact. Then..today, a Lee Sungyeol asked me the same thing...
should I accept it? If I do, I would count as cheating, right? >< lol~
but.. I never serious to this kind of relationship.. but~ agh~~~ TT3TT
lol~
I dunno why..but I think its funny~ last month, there's this Kim Myungsoo asked me.."be mine?"
but I didn't accept it right away lol~
Few weeks later, he sent me the r/s request.. somehow, I accepted it =D
then, last week, he deact. Then..today, a Lee Sungyeol asked me the same thing...
should I accept it? If I do, I would count as cheating, right? >< lol~
but.. I never serious to this kind of relationship.. but~ agh~~~ TT3TT
Even If You Din't Know -- Teaser 1
'I speed up my pace, and run all my heart, as if I could forget him, as if the pain would faded away. Without noticing, tears filling up my eyes. Should I forget him? Am I able to leave him? I began to sob harder as I thinking about him. He's in the hospital now, which mean, I'm a cruel person if I leave him now.
But, I couldn't stand this. This feeling keeps growing deeper. I.. just don't want to ruin our friendship. The doctor said, he might lost all of his memories. My heart's ache at the moment when he utter those words. He gonna forget about me too? But, it's an opportunity to drag myself off from his life, right?
Maybe everything is going to be better if I'm not there, not around him, not beside him.'
Here I am right now, years had pass. I don't even believe that I leave him. I moved to other school. I told his mother to never mention me when he woke up. It's dumb, right? I leave him, a fact that I couldn't even believe.
I need him, I always do. I love him,always and forever. Because of that, I have to leave him, I don't want him to get hurt or disappoint of me.
But, I couldn't stand this. This feeling keeps growing deeper. I.. just don't want to ruin our friendship. The doctor said, he might lost all of his memories. My heart's ache at the moment when he utter those words. He gonna forget about me too? But, it's an opportunity to drag myself off from his life, right?
Maybe everything is going to be better if I'm not there, not around him, not beside him.'
Here I am right now, years had pass. I don't even believe that I leave him. I moved to other school. I told his mother to never mention me when he woke up. It's dumb, right? I leave him, a fact that I couldn't even believe.
I need him, I always do. I love him,always and forever. Because of that, I have to leave him, I don't want him to get hurt or disappoint of me.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
It's coming!
My ideas keep coming! HoYeah!!!
Maybe I will just finish up my FF, "Time Will Tell My Love"~
Because..I'm going to plan a new one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So excited about it!^O^ I will post some teasers soon!!! yay~
Well...I hope it's not that angst...? huhu~
of coz..its MyungYeol ._. hehe :)
let's think about the title.... "Even If You Didn't Know"?
well, I'll think about it ~hehe
the theme... -To be continued- LOL
Maybe I will just finish up my FF, "Time Will Tell My Love"~
Because..I'm going to plan a new one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So excited about it!^O^ I will post some teasers soon!!! yay~
Well...I hope it's not that angst...? huhu~
of coz..its MyungYeol ._. hehe :)
let's think about the title.... "Even If You Didn't Know"?
well, I'll think about it ~hehe
the theme... -To be continued- LOL
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
The One I Love
I forgot when it started
I don't know why I'm like this
A day seems so long
And doesn't seem to have an end
How does another morning come?
I don't know
I can't do anything
While not doing anything
I look at the slow time
Where are you?
What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person
I know I shouldn't be doing this
I know that I can't love you
My confession will make you go through more pain
I know
Even though I know
I can't do anything
I can only think of you
If I close my two eyes
Or open them again
I can only think of one person
The memory I can't erase for one second
I just think of you
I can't do anything
While not doing anything
I look at the slow time
Where are you?
What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person
I only think of that one person
Myungsoo-"Time Will Tell My Love"
Finally!!!!!
So~~~~!! finally I got the theme sonG~ haha^^
for my Fic~! you see.. I've already found for Sungyeol..
now, I've chose for Myungsoo =) It's Suju- KRY's "The One I Love"
I will explain the reason soon^^..
and... the plots.... changed again!!hoi~hehe^^
:) to a better one hahahaha
First, I will post the lyric =)
for my Fic~! you see.. I've already found for Sungyeol..
now, I've chose for Myungsoo =) It's Suju- KRY's "The One I Love"
I will explain the reason soon^^..
and... the plots.... changed again!!hoi~hehe^^
:) to a better one hahahaha
First, I will post the lyric =)
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Hope Is A Dream That Doesn't Sleep
Okay..another post about this song^^
Actually, this song have deep meaning to me =)
there's something happened a year ago, which involved my emotions and feelings toward the world and people.. I often listen to this song that time, it kind of..related to me..
other than that, I listen to some other songs too^^
Actually, this song have deep meaning to me =)
there's something happened a year ago, which involved my emotions and feelings toward the world and people.. I often listen to this song that time, it kind of..related to me..
other than that, I listen to some other songs too^^
So.. to the people who think I don't care, I'm cold or act cool, for your information, I may not spit out my words of hurt,. because I keep it inside. For your information again, did you watch me 24/7 ?? have you ever think how I feel? I depressed inside! I'm not crazy yet to show it to people.
Sometimes I think I'm a failure. I don't have the confidence that I can achieve what I want. Sometimes I wish I didn't exist.. but I still grateful because I'm still alive. I'm not good enough to die. In fact, I might be more regretted if I die now, which I might end up in hell.
I really wish I could be more cold, so that I can bear more pain.
Yeollie~^^ you're so precious Choding!^O^
I wish I can be like this: okay okay..I will try to work for it =)
But,I need support... =(
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