=)

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =)


  I'm tired..
I feel grateful though,I can forget everything about them..yes,I mean,all..
I'm happy I can smile~
I'm happy I can think positive again~

   o~>F,yg paling bwh is 'him',the one in the center is you..and the top one is ME !!=)
hahahaha... xDD..kalau ni betul2..entah2 koma dh korang..kekee


When we confessed at her,she was crying that time,I mean ..before we told her.. wanna know why she's cried?it's because a friend of mine joked that she likes him.. 
I was like.. "O.o?huh?what?".. I was embarrassed of her attitude,makes me can't even looked at her..
    I'm speechless..I didn't told her about what she did to me..I just said.. "if you want to do something,don't be selfish and only think about your feelings ,don't you ever think only you sad,in fact,think about other people!think about your friends,see,what happened now,you don't even care and realize what you did which make us hurt so much. It easy for you to came to us and cried over something that insignificant ..but,what about us?we have kept our hurt and sadness deeply inside..did you ever realize it?"


   Then,Naili menyampuk with such an upset face and loud tone,.. "If you like a guy,don't be crazy like that la,don't be crazy over a guy!!! I ever love a guy,but,.I just stayed silent. I once like him too,but..you don't even realize it right?I didn't told anyone because I don't want to hurt a best friend's heart who like him too that time. Can't you be like that?


   Okay...that's it la..panjang la..haha^^
Anyway,I hope everything will be okay =)

Sweet memory..keke =3.. from left,the one with teddy bear is me,then,F,then,Z,and N..haha^^


  Oh ya,Happy Eid Day,All My Friends^^
Siapkan homework,guys^^

100~~~ x(D

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =)


  Okay,this is my 100th post =)hehe...
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haish~~~~~~~ I shouldn't ever think about these 2 persons..
   Now I down again... I'm so disappoint. Seriously..
But,at the same time I'm grateful because I know how and who they really are. Every time she talked about him,I feel quiet embarrassed,I'm speechless. I didn't expect that she turned like that. That Much.Whatever lah!!! I have more important things to care about.. I feel stupid because I care about this insignificant matter. At least saya x jadi mcm dia,kn? Alhamdulillah..semoga diorang sedar.. =)


  Rasa nk nyanyi jap lah. xDD.. lagu Be Mine (infinite) and Until You Return (ft.island)
hoho.. jiwang eh?hahaa.. I'll state again.. sy hanya layan lagu yg mempunyai makna yg best je.. 
     =.="
Lagu Until You Return memang sticks lah.,. haha =D


   To:F(identity:secret)Tem Q lah tawarkan cookies tuh..hehe.. =) bawa yg ada coklat tau~ Nanti kita pakat exercise pasni hoho... oh ya,bout what I said today,or before..keep it secret lah.. termasuk someone yg I showed u in the library ..haha.. nothing special lah..dia just milky comel ..kkk~ xDDDDDD
oklah2..the person is Farhah,my old friend..yes,I mean old.. haha.. sorry3.. xP


 Wassalam =)~ Before u guys nak tidur,pastikan ampunkan/maafkan dosa/kesalahan org lain terhadap korang ya...=) baru tidur nyenyak,esok tenang..ohh,jangan lupa solat ya.. =)

Facts and Facts~Whatever lah...

Assalamualikum^^ Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine =D


  Huh...~there's a lot of things happened lately.. but,it totally wakes me up.. make me realize^^ yeah,I'm seriously grateful about that..
  Yesterday was a sad day..but,I kept my mind positive that time..and today,it does bring happiness^^.. 


   At first,after knowing that,I started to think bad about him.. but,after think it over again..he must have good reasons by doing that..yeah,I hope so..
Hoho..I talked with my old best friend at school..I felt quiet timid la.. huhu..
But,I'm happy^^ Thank You,F!^__^ (Identity:secret)oh ya... Happy Belated B'day ya F.. yeah..I know it's too late.. keke.. Thx~


  Some facts that I knew make me freaked out!! hoho.. tak kisahlah..this one is very secret than the other one. . . Whatever you are doing,I don't care..just as long as you happy in this world and after world(Akhirat)..
    I feel quiet dizzy right now.. 
  And yes,I did cried last night. But,maybe because I keep smiling and laughing,I feel Super Better^^!~hehe
I'm planning to change my blog ulr to.. xenoskiro14.blogspot.. haha... weird?
Xenos in Greek means friend or foreigner ..and kiro..well..erm..just the Ruffneckz member name..haha..I like his name,that's why I took it.. Sorry,Mr.Kiro Ng .. it just that..I like your name..cute and interesting to hear... =D


   Actually it should be Xenos Kiro L..but.. if I put 'L' in the end..I'm afraid people would misunderstand it.. and..'L' just my favourite alphabet..so as 'K'^^
okay..I'll change it =)..kerokerokerokerox1000...haha..


Wassalam...^^

o.o

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine..^^


Be Mine..(INFINITE)

I watched over it, your love, the long farewell
Rather than always getting hurt, this is better
Look at my carefulkly, it’s because I don’t like you crying
Being hurt is tiring, yeah, every time I see you like that

Be mine. I love you, okay? I worry about you, okay?
I’ll take care of you until the end
Being. You know me, right? You saw me, right?
I’ll protect you until the end

Do you hear me, do you hear me… oh?
The end of your wet eyes full of memories
I hope it dies in my embrace
I try to at least protect you
Who quietly heard the falling tears being swallowed by ripped hearts

I think it’s overflowing, you were always like that to me
My heart expands as your hurt grows
Come to me, it’s because I like it when you smile
I’ll make you comfortable, yeah, at least I can for you

Be mine. I love you, okay? I worry about you, okay?
I’ll take care of you until the end
Being. You know me, right? You saw me, right?
I’ll protect you until the end

Let’s go together, don’t walk onto the hard path, okay?
It wasn’t easy, right?
I don’t want to see you like that ever again
Be mine. I love you, okay? I worry about you, okay
I’ll take care of you until the end

Will you fight? Will you get hurt again?
In an endless ring of hurt, it’s always a quiet war
That’s too much for you
With a shield of worry, I stay in front of you and

I revolve around you like a moon
The lights are turned off in your love
So leave it and look at me
I’ll cover up your deep scars and make you laugh
And make you mine

   This is my fav song at this moment^^ Infinite's "Be Mine"...

I like the lyrics^^nice.. 

  I don't know why..but I suddenly remember about something.. About my heart.. (sounds weird?)..You know,I've been acted for such a long time in front of my friends. I lied about my feelings.. I thought that would turn better,yes at first..but,I didn't expect for her to be that much..

  Maybe I've being lying about it for such a long time already ..which makes me to get use to it..it makes me forgot..but,seeing something that related to '(someone)' makes my heart's hurt. It's okay,..'her" is my 'friend',because of that I'd rather give up just by lying..

  As time passed by,I can forget '(someone)'.. And..live a new life..

just be the real me.. I'd rather be quiet than pretend ,right?.."you don't like him anymore,right?if that so,what a relieve...if you are,I would be jealous then.."(translated)..

hearing those words makes me smiled,but hurt inside..

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=) Chalja~

   

   

Facts About Me =)

Assalamualaikum^^


  Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =). I think it's been a long time since the last post...
sibuk la..(yeke?) haha.. 


  okeyh,before I start with the title,let me tell about what happen lately..
Well,nothing much lah.. My Ustazah said,sometimes in Ramadhan,we'll see a person's real behavior..seriously,for the first time in my life,tahun ni,byk sy dgr kes fitnah ni.. haih...
And of course,one of my friend kena gak..From what she told me,kemungkinan besar,bukan dia sorang lah yang kena.. Saya pun pernah kena,tapi pasal benda alah je..so,takde hal sangat..tpi,sikit tu pun,dh makes me cried.. ~.~


   Tapi,saya ada terbaca sesuatu dalam satu buku ni.. it says.."Anda patut bersyukur kerana anda difitnah dan bukan menfitnah" nice right?^^.. and if I not wrong the writer wrote this too.. (mungkin bkn ayt yg sebenar..ini mengikut apa yg saya igt).."Mungkin sahaja rasa kesedihan anda itu Allah wujudkan untuk menghapuskan dosa2 anda yang lalu"


  It's true,just if the person yg rasa sedih,gundah-gulana,byk probs ni,pulang pada pangkal jalan,berdoa dan berserah pada Allah. I mean,jangan risau,yakinlah bahawa Allah tahu setiap apa yang terjadi pada kita kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui. And..bagi yang kena fitnah,caci,kena tikam dari belakang,JANGAN minta kepada Allah sesuatu yg tidak baik pada org yg melakukan itu pada anda. Sebaik2 perlakuan ialah,memaafkan mereka (sesungguhnya kalian yg memaafkan dosa besar seseorang pd kalian tergolong dalam org yg mulia)


  Berdoalah pada Allah supaya mereka diberi kesedaran dan Hidayah oleh-Nya. Dan ingatlah bahawa walau tersekat celah2 manapun,kebenaran selalu benar dan akan ditunjukkan oleh Allah suatu hari nanti. Allah sememangnya akan membalas perbuatan zalim orang terhadap kita,jadi,tak usahlah minta Allah untuk balas perbuatan mereka tu,Allah mmg akn bls punya.^___^ Senyumlah wahai saudara2 yang dalam kesedihan. Don't worry,Allah Always With You^^..


   Okay,continue with facts about me^^hehe.. 


FOA..(first of all)..


o->I don't like insects..seriously..lipas,labah2..huhu..fobia lah..sesetengah rama2 pun tergolong gak..


o->In my life,sy tak pernah makan cucumber,watermelon,durian,budu.. etc..haha..
  sy ni jenis yg sensitif dengan bauan.. termasuk minyak wangi..membuatkan sy amat pening.. kecuali sesetengah bauan je.. (termasuk bau  makanan fav)..^^


o->Saya mabuk kereta..haha.. perjalanan jauh je..(terutamanya jalan dkt kaw.cameron tambah lagi dengan bau perfume yg pelbagai which my family pakai... 


o->I like cute things..hoho.. I actually don't like something 'pink' in color ..but sy sanggup beli klu benda tu comel..I like Blue color ^^


o->Everyone know that I'm a cat lover^^ =3


o->Saya ada bad habit.. huh... when i'm in stress,I'll cut my hair..(o.O?)..yeah2..but sy potong cantik je..haha,... time stress,memang dah tak sedar byk mana rambut dipotong nih..haih.. 


o->Time nak tidur,sy kena pakai minyak zaitun+rosehip oil kat tgn & kaki..


Actually byk lagi..tapi ni je dpt sy type..huhu..^^
Good Night,Wassalam~

내 일

Assalamualaikum..
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine..^^


   My stomach ache now~ wooo...
Well,ok...my days went flew away .. haha...well,nothing much happened..
just lately I'm kinda,not friendly..ouh..==...
    I'm not care type..x kisahlah...ikt diorg la nk buat apapun...x penting untukku ambil kisah..==..kan2?


  Sy mmg x kisah sangat..maybe sbb tu ada org yg share rahsia..duh..mula2 mmg berminat..tpi hakikatnya,sy x kisah pun..==..sbb x penting..I only care about something important to me and some other things only^^..


Tapi,sy x cerewet..==..tpi dlm hidup sy.sy paling suka org bagi sy buku bab2 motivasi,agama dan manga..,rantai..setiap kali sy pergi luar negeri,benda pertama yg sy cari ialah rantai yg unik..when I was in KL,I bought a pendant which made of jade..In Kedah,the latest one,it's a star necklace..uumm..'star in star'^^


   Okay,today there's an oral test which my class have to act for the drama "Rumpelstiltskin".. well,it's was awesome^^zzzangg!..
But,..teacher told us to make up,bring props..and bla bla...
       So,as second main character,I have to put on make up...haha...
I was really entertain with Rusydi!!haha...I mean,his funny make up..He got a role as Lisa..XDDDDDDD..and Rizwee too...well,Ruysdi's make up is the best..haha..


   Teacher called him Angelina Jolie..xdd..But it was fun!..I was grateful because I can remember my lines and spoke up clearly..but..I just missed a line..hehe..no one realize that though..only Najwa realize that since that time it's my part with her..when Lisa speak with the little man in the tower..


  "You and I"..
what a nice song by BOYFRIEND..^^ I like it...

Witch Twins^^&SK T.T

Assalamualaikum^^..
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^..
   Well..umm..what's with the tittle?haha^^...the twins are witch!!what kind of spell they put on that makes people in love with them?^^


   OkOk..they're Jo Twins^^.. well..Girlfriends like MinWoo more..but I'd like to choose them.. well,..KwangMin reminds me of the unknown guy in my dreams..and YoungMin..well..^__^..cute~okay..I'll prove it..when he is in 6th grade,he got a role as Cinderella in the school play..he forgot to take off the wig when he playing at the playground..(after the school play).. 


  And there's a boy confess at him that he likes him..==..well,no doubt,he's pretty!prettier than me..>.<..so,..in that situation, he just answered.."I already have a boyfriend"..haha^^.. 

Well,they do have some differences since I can recognize them^^..

And,...I like YoungMin(yeongmin) the most^^.. Blonde Prince^^..
His older brother looks nice too..(KwangMin)


  Okay...continue what happened today..My group have to do acting for SK subject..I know..my group is the worst..well,we didn't planned well..and,I just grateful that I do wrote the script..and the others..==..they hand all to me..well,I don't mind,..at least we do collaborated at last minute..the teacher told us to discuss and do it again..==..


   Anyway,I feel sorry for Fekkrie..he got a fever today..I tried to hand his part to other members,but..of course..they didn't want to..well,before the second discuss,he is the main character along with me..then,we all changed our parts..Ain got lost and stuttered..so,I continued her lines..make the situation planned changed..I have to do that anyway..so,everything went OK... memuaskan..that what teacher said..at least she do praised us ..hehe..so..I have no regret^^


   I want to buy shoes~>.<...
=)...
      Assalamualaikum...^^

Y_Y

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah I'm fine today^^..


   I just don't know why these days I feels like there's only 'blowing wind'...
It's hurt if a person tell us that we didn't understand them,but,it's a lot hurt for not understand ourselves/myself..


   I don't know why I'm lonely,and I don't know why I want to keep be alone and let the sadness pass through my heart.. I am always hoping for someone could understand me and always be there for me... I don't why but,I'm always feel that kind of person will come in my life,I can feel that clearly...


    Sometimes,I even waiting...I shouldn't do that I know...but the feelings keeps come..whenever I'm alone...Whenever I'm sad,happy or even didn't understand my own heart,He knows it...that's why I'm only tell my heart out at Him..yeah,Allah always there for me^^...


   Even those feelings keeps come,I've always looks cheerful from outside,I think... I'm always smiling...seriously,no one will understand my real feelings or my real mood..
^^...I'm writing new masterpiece now^^I got some ideas when I'm alone at school..there's no one around me~haha...so..where that place is?hmm...somewhere in the school area..you'll find it... I found it when I was walking around the school..


Assalamualaikum,

ZZZzzzzangg!^^

Assalamualaikum^^Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


   "Nobody Nobody Nobody No one,There's no one but you"-JaeJin-


This is a sentence of the song "Hello2" by FT.I that have been translated^^..
   They wrote the lyric themselves and it was creative^^..zzang!


"A word,a word that means I love you,a word tha means I can't forget,A word that means please come back again. No,now it's not like that,you and I were really in love"


"Even if I constantly try to forget you,It can't be"


  "A word,a word that means I miss you,A word that means I can't let go,A word that means please don't leave,
No,It's not a word of separation,You and I are still in love,"


  "Lie,look at me and tell me.Does that word really mean you'll leave me?"


^_^.. I was absent yesterday and I bought 2 books.. one of them is "MyWay"..^^
   Both of it are comic books.. MyWay is nice..
I'm gonna look for some ideas for my second masterpiece^^hehe...
              I have understand the story first...or..I couldn't write anything,I have act like one of the person in the book^^..Perlukan daya imaginasi yang tinggi..~ it's kind of art too,I think~


Assalamualaikum

Alone~

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^
  
   I was so surprised when see my BM's marks!!!Alhamdulillah,I got A! I thought I was likely to be dreaming.. I asked my teacher several times until my teacher felt weird about me...haha.. all this time I always got C and B seldom..huhu.. I'm really happy!^^


   And,for sad situation~ sometimes I feel quiet lonely... yes,no one understand my feelings except Allah... Even though I feel lonely,I always want to be alone.. I don't know why.. It's like...I'm hoping for someone would be there for me,I always wait...


   But,I always pray for me not to have this kind of feelings... and that's the time when I'm tearing up... I have.. ,many people around me,but I don't understand why I keep..kinda 'avoiding' them? And I seldom talking...But I always try to be a cheerful person in front of them,just like I use to..


   Only Allah understand me^^... and those dreams that I had,..keeps questioning me... I once dream seeing sun eclipse in the night,it looks like the round  moon on fire.. I also dreamt like...my spirit is travelling with a man's spirit in the galaxy..and I saw all the planets kinda..surround a biggest planet..I'm not sure whether it's a planet or moon..


  I dreamt of a guy that I didn't know at all.. it's about.. 3 times already..2 dreams are the same guy with light brown hair and another one black haired..it's really weird to me,in the dreams,they act like they know me very much,I can't hear/understand what they're saying and I can't see their face... It's like the light brown haired guy told me something that really important...2 dreams,same place,different environment..he wore all black and holding a black umbrella.. I can't state where the place is... it is shocking!...


   Aish~too much typing here~I'm gonna exercise~LIve HEalthy!!
Assalamualaikum^^

Aheeeeeeee~~ >.

Assalamualaikum^^
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^...


    Seriously,I don't know why lately I've become ..kinda..cold.. maybe it's because I'm kinda influenced with some FT.Island songs.. haha.. 
I like the lyrics,nice and have deep meaning..I still remember years ago,I began writing lyrics because of their songs' meaningful lyrics.. Years ago too,I love drawing so much..then,Allah took back my ability to draw..I didn't sad,because I know why..


   Then,since I'm kinda good in English,I started to write poems and song lyrics...
sometimes I write my heart out as a song~...but I change a little of course..^^haha..
And now.. I don't know what I good at.. I try to write lyrics,it comes out good too..but this is not what I want...


   I want to do something that I could be happy and it gives me a lot of meaning~..
I don't know why but last night I suddenly remember 2 dreams that I had when I was about..12?.. and I couldn't sleep until the clock showed up to 3AM..I dreamed of a guy that I didn't know that time.. his hair kinda..light brown..


   And last night I dreamed of a guy I didn't know too,In the dream,I knew him so much,but I couldn't think of anyone in my real life that relates to him.. Because in my life,I never meet that kind of person...


   Ouh~tomorrow is a school day..I'm kinda nervous..>.<! But relaxxxxxxxx~..
and..I'm a bit excited~ My mind is empty now~haha.. no problems~~..
I want to study well!!!!!I want to study in Korea or Egypt when I'm grow up!!!!hehe^^


Assalamualaikum`^^

Warkah Buat 'H'

Assalamualaikum,H..
   Apa khabar?Saya harap awak dalam keadaan baik...
Saya tahu hari ini awak berasa kecewa,hambar dan sedih.. bersabarlah,Allah sentiasa bersama awak...


   H,saya tahu perasaan awak,pasti sakit rasanya... Awak berusaha teguhkan diri awak dalam menghadapi semua dugaan dan ujian daripada Allah ini.. H,ingatlah,Allah tidak akan takdirkan semua ini tanpa sebab...


   H,pergilah bersama kekasih awak,rugi kalau tidak mendekati-Nya. H,Dia tahu setiap perasaan awak,lebih daripada awak fahami perasaan awak. 


   H,sama seperti awak,hari ini saya menangis. Saya tidak tahu ingin luahkan perasaan saya ini kepada siapa.. Tapi,saya sedar,dan saya terus berusaha mencari-Nya...saya ingin merasai Cinta-Nya dan bukan cinta manusia  lelaki ajnabi.. 


   H,walau apapun yang terjadi kepada awak,ingatlah bahawa awak ada Allah yang sentiasa bersama awak. Bertakwalah kepada Dia,dan bersahabatlah dengan Iman yang dapat membahagiakan awak di dunia dan akhirat kelak..


   Sabarlah wahai Hatiku,sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Penyayang dan Maha Adil... Aku akan berusaha untuk menggapai Iman untuk diisi bersamamu... 
Kalau aku tidak mampu untuk mengubah semua ini,marilah kita bersama Ber'uzlah demi agama dan Imanku..BANGKIT DAN BERSABARLAH WAHAI HATI!!!ALLAH SENTIASA BERSAMAMU..!!

Last Post Before Exam..

Assalamualaikum...Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


   Yesterday was the Teacher's Day... and of course there was a celebration in my school..
The celebration was..AWESOME^^...hehe..
I like the "Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah" performance by the students from 4Science..
so funny oo~..


    Especially the Usop Wilsca part... There were many other activities during the celebration..hoho..
I'm actually worry about something and someone.. haish... I shouldn't think about that ... It would keep bothering me...


The exam is the day after tomorrow..and tomorrow is a break,since it is the Wesak day...
well..I don't know what the meaning of Wesak... haha... Since there's many celebration in our country.. maybe because we have many races I think... so,there would be various of customs.. 


    Here some photos taken by my friend..I got this from her FB..

                          Ustaz Affandi has turned into a student~

                                          Farah with Teacher Azlina..

                                          Naili's weird face... xd
And all my best friends...hehe..


Wassalam..^^

Exam...

Assalamualikum....^^Publish Post
Alhamdulillah,I'm fine today...


   I'm just a bit stress about the exam which start on this Wednesday...
I don't even understand how to solve the maths problems... because I'm not understand at all and kinda stress,surely I'm tearing up...


   Never mind,just keep my mind in POSITIVE... There's a new student in my class who just came today...he is kinda...to me he is 'scary'... he just quiet...seldom in talking...


   And I will skip examination for 3 days...it's kinda boring actually... 


Wassalam