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Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah today I'm fine =)


   i'm actually felt a bit sad though..
It's hard for me to explain..but.. haih..


To:Someone


I felt so lonely today..especially during recess time..
I waited for a friend,she said she wanted to come over to see me..but she hasn't showed up. I ended up hungry because I'm not eating..
well,she might come and I might not in the class that time...
   So,I decided to go to her class..since I also wanted to ask her something..
It wasn't like I expected though...
I didn't get to see you today..
    If I do,I might ending up with a smile across my face^^
But at least I did saw you from a distance. You're happy!^^
haha.. Tsunaaaa~
You like that anime too =3
  Katekyo Hitman Reborn!!
That's how I come to like it^^ It was funny and awesome!
And Cute too!!^^ 
             To think again..,I don't think I will follow them in the study group.. well,I don't know.. the thing that I hope now is to be close with a friend before she move away..
Who Knows,this might be last moment or the last time I could see her.After all,she used to be my best friend..and so as now..but wasn't like one..O.O?
But,things weren't going as I expected..
     She have her close friends to care about and be with..
so,not showing myself is better I think..
  
 But,I should use the opportunity right??I can't be close to her like I used before..what can I do..she has her own life,and I have mine too..  But,I do admit,among friends that I have,she's the closest one ..well,when we're good best friend =) Now I feel really awkward =(
 maybe it's up to her.... well..I don't know.. we doesn't have much time to talk either..
          >.<
I don't know whether you have ever feel it or not.. feeling lonely is hard..sometimes,we could burst to tears.. but,we usually hide it..and nobody knows..
    we don't want attention..but,we want someone to care and understand..
=')

O.o??????

Assalamualaikum..
Today,Alhamdulillah I'm fine =)


  Thinking about the days..it's quiet...nothing much..
truths by truths.. THEY"RE NOTHING..well...some of them...
Sometimes,I just don't understand.. having a friend and others..
      If I pointed someone as my best true friend, I would give many presents to her!!^^
but,some of them wouldn't appreciate it TT.TT
   Yeah,of course I'm sad...


PLEASE APPRECIATE ME~


  

A Friend,A Best friend,A True Friend2

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


  Well,continuing the last post~about friends..
Just like other people,I actually need friends..
  But,sometimes,their behavior makes me dislike it.. =.=''


I don't like when..


1)Someone that I talk with tell other person what we're chat about.. Especially something that to me private which include my feelings..If I tell out my heart to a person,she should be grateful la..since I've never confesses my feelings to other person..(well..sekali dua maybe)


2)Someone doesn't care about her/his friends' feelings..


3)Someone that didn't respect others' privacy.


4)Someone that forceful... =.="" 


5)Someone that not appreciate me..


   But I would be really sad if someone who I trust and hoping to become my true friend didn't always with me..
sometimes,I feel tricked if someone said I'm her best friend or bestest friend..they must said that just because I pointed them as..

A Friend,A Best friend,A True Friend

Assalamualikum^^
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine~^.^


  If we tell Kyuhyun .."You look like Pikachu..^^" he might answer this.."eo?really?wae?"
But..if we tell that to Kwangmin.. he might answer this.."jjinja?Yay~~^______^"
haha..


  What's Friend?True Friend? or Bestfriend?
What I understand,they're different.. but,they also can become one,just if you're lucky..
In my case..I have no true friend.
   We have many friends,but among them,who are our best friend?If we have best friends,can we state them as True Friends? 


Seriously,it's hard to find a true friend..
   If you found them,you're lucky and should be grateful~


In my life,I've found a lot of people who said and state me as their bestfriend,they admit that.But,never act like one. That's why I don't have true friend. And I think,I don't need them.. (Really?are you sure??)`~`!{not sure..one day,I will always need a true friend.because I lonely.. TT.TT}
    
 I didn't trust anyone at my school (1 or 2 people yes)..some just tiny little..haha^^
The reason I didn't trust them because I don't want to hurt anymore.. In my past,I used to hurt so so much because easily put on my trust on people and..too count on a best friend..which would make them annoyed or rimas.. =.=""


    The first time I schooling here,I wasn't planning to have any best friend. But,maybe I've been quiet nice to some people which make  them thought and stated me as their best friend.=.="
At this moment friends that I have,doesn't able to make a good example to me. Maximum of them are 2 person or...3?. I don't like some people ask me why I quiet..and bla bla bla..
seriously,don't mind that.. what if I said,I just pretend to be friendly and talkative?
Yes~sometimes..
   
  "Tell me why..love is over..love is dead......why ireohkae...ijeya arasseo...oh no~sho5 hajima~ .. neo gatteun yeoja...neo gerreohkae sara....michi gesseo ..ijjen dasi saranghalle~!!" haha^^ xDD bored la.. just listen to X-5's^^


I will continue my post tomorrow^^ Assalamualaikum

^___________^

Assalamualaikum^^Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine~


  Yesterday there's Eid celebration at my school~
I was so bored that time~luckily there's a friend in same situation as me..haha
it's Z ..^^since we asked N to bring lots of manga,Our time at school packed!!


  I told her to bring comic books called "Rahsia Waktu Ketujuh" and "Student King"^^
but..not for free of course.. a book that we borrow from her costs 50 cents ...haha
if bring back to home,60 cents..
That's why dia cepat banyak duit..


  Z read a book called "Pak Cik Kaki Panjang" or.. "Daddy Long Legs"..
there's actually 2 of it.. after she finished read it..in sad voice she said.."the guy died.."
then,me and N burst to laugh!! Yeah,she could have cried if it's not at school..
Then,I thought the books sounds interesting..so,I borrowed it.. IT WAS AWESOME!!!
I never read this kind of manga.. Yang paling penting takde part yang tak baik!!


  What a touched story!!!Excellent drawings too!! Then,I found out that there's a Korean movie called "Daddy Long Legs" .. So,I watched it of course!! But,I like the one in manga more..more interesting and pretty and handsome characters..haha..since they're just drawings.. The manga actually di adaptasi dari the movie.. yeah,the drawer or illustrator is a korean...I admit and I am really amaze with her drawing..really different from others..Her name is Do-Chan^^


   I tried to draw an image from the manga..and it turned nice..hehe ^^ I said the truth ok!!~  hey..Davichi's "don't say goodbye" is nice.. and Infinite's Be Mine Remix!!!^^
I <3 Infinte...and Boyfrined..ahahaha^^
I wonder,which is better..have friends or don't have friends?? 
I'm confused and I definitely have reasons for it.. somebody,give me answer and reasons!!!..
Assalamualaikum...~GoodNight..Annyeong!




   

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Assalamualaikum^^
Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine^^


  I don't know why~ But I feel sometimes it wasn't me in front of other people.
I'm usually not friendly,barely to smile..
but,I try to look in different side.. I smile but,I don't know whether I mean to..


  People around me used to think me friendly,cute and whatever.,.
In order to get friends and a true friend,I have to play 'maknae' role in front of them.. =.=""
But,I do grateful,I have them all..


  It just that,I can't get along with them with the real me..
haish~.. that's why i have to become talkative..well,it's a bit hard of course.. >.<
but,I easily burst to laugh!!^^

^.^

Assalamualaikum^^

Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =)

  Aheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ xDD

Now I'm home~ huh..after 2 days absent,I'll go back to school tomorrow.. =3

well,I feel a bit scared because it's been a long time~huhu

  10:35pm

When I arrived at my home just now,I smelt something awful in my room.. 

then.. I was like.. O.o!!!

  My cat entered my room entah bila.. it berak n kencing on my PRECIOUS blanket and bed!!~

huhuhuhu..

   Where can I sleep?? huhuhuhuhuhuhu..

=)

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =)


  I'm tired..
I feel grateful though,I can forget everything about them..yes,I mean,all..
I'm happy I can smile~
I'm happy I can think positive again~

   o~>F,yg paling bwh is 'him',the one in the center is you..and the top one is ME !!=)
hahahaha... xDD..kalau ni betul2..entah2 koma dh korang..kekee


When we confessed at her,she was crying that time,I mean ..before we told her.. wanna know why she's cried?it's because a friend of mine joked that she likes him.. 
I was like.. "O.o?huh?what?".. I was embarrassed of her attitude,makes me can't even looked at her..
    I'm speechless..I didn't told her about what she did to me..I just said.. "if you want to do something,don't be selfish and only think about your feelings ,don't you ever think only you sad,in fact,think about other people!think about your friends,see,what happened now,you don't even care and realize what you did which make us hurt so much. It easy for you to came to us and cried over something that insignificant ..but,what about us?we have kept our hurt and sadness deeply inside..did you ever realize it?"


   Then,Naili menyampuk with such an upset face and loud tone,.. "If you like a guy,don't be crazy like that la,don't be crazy over a guy!!! I ever love a guy,but,.I just stayed silent. I once like him too,but..you don't even realize it right?I didn't told anyone because I don't want to hurt a best friend's heart who like him too that time. Can't you be like that?


   Okay...that's it la..panjang la..haha^^
Anyway,I hope everything will be okay =)

Sweet memory..keke =3.. from left,the one with teddy bear is me,then,F,then,Z,and N..haha^^


  Oh ya,Happy Eid Day,All My Friends^^
Siapkan homework,guys^^

100~~~ x(D

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =)


  Okay,this is my 100th post =)hehe...
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haish~~~~~~~ I shouldn't ever think about these 2 persons..
   Now I down again... I'm so disappoint. Seriously..
But,at the same time I'm grateful because I know how and who they really are. Every time she talked about him,I feel quiet embarrassed,I'm speechless. I didn't expect that she turned like that. That Much.Whatever lah!!! I have more important things to care about.. I feel stupid because I care about this insignificant matter. At least saya x jadi mcm dia,kn? Alhamdulillah..semoga diorang sedar.. =)


  Rasa nk nyanyi jap lah. xDD.. lagu Be Mine (infinite) and Until You Return (ft.island)
hoho.. jiwang eh?hahaa.. I'll state again.. sy hanya layan lagu yg mempunyai makna yg best je.. 
     =.="
Lagu Until You Return memang sticks lah.,. haha =D


   To:F(identity:secret)Tem Q lah tawarkan cookies tuh..hehe.. =) bawa yg ada coklat tau~ Nanti kita pakat exercise pasni hoho... oh ya,bout what I said today,or before..keep it secret lah.. termasuk someone yg I showed u in the library ..haha.. nothing special lah..dia just milky comel ..kkk~ xDDDDDD
oklah2..the person is Farhah,my old friend..yes,I mean old.. haha.. sorry3.. xP


 Wassalam =)~ Before u guys nak tidur,pastikan ampunkan/maafkan dosa/kesalahan org lain terhadap korang ya...=) baru tidur nyenyak,esok tenang..ohh,jangan lupa solat ya.. =)

Facts and Facts~Whatever lah...

Assalamualikum^^ Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine =D


  Huh...~there's a lot of things happened lately.. but,it totally wakes me up.. make me realize^^ yeah,I'm seriously grateful about that..
  Yesterday was a sad day..but,I kept my mind positive that time..and today,it does bring happiness^^.. 


   At first,after knowing that,I started to think bad about him.. but,after think it over again..he must have good reasons by doing that..yeah,I hope so..
Hoho..I talked with my old best friend at school..I felt quiet timid la.. huhu..
But,I'm happy^^ Thank You,F!^__^ (Identity:secret)oh ya... Happy Belated B'day ya F.. yeah..I know it's too late.. keke.. Thx~


  Some facts that I knew make me freaked out!! hoho.. tak kisahlah..this one is very secret than the other one. . . Whatever you are doing,I don't care..just as long as you happy in this world and after world(Akhirat)..
    I feel quiet dizzy right now.. 
  And yes,I did cried last night. But,maybe because I keep smiling and laughing,I feel Super Better^^!~hehe
I'm planning to change my blog ulr to.. xenoskiro14.blogspot.. haha... weird?
Xenos in Greek means friend or foreigner ..and kiro..well..erm..just the Ruffneckz member name..haha..I like his name,that's why I took it.. Sorry,Mr.Kiro Ng .. it just that..I like your name..cute and interesting to hear... =D


   Actually it should be Xenos Kiro L..but.. if I put 'L' in the end..I'm afraid people would misunderstand it.. and..'L' just my favourite alphabet..so as 'K'^^
okay..I'll change it =)..kerokerokerokerox1000...haha..


Wassalam...^^

o.o

Assalamualaikum,Alhamdulillah,today I'm fine..^^


Be Mine..(INFINITE)

I watched over it, your love, the long farewell
Rather than always getting hurt, this is better
Look at my carefulkly, it’s because I don’t like you crying
Being hurt is tiring, yeah, every time I see you like that

Be mine. I love you, okay? I worry about you, okay?
I’ll take care of you until the end
Being. You know me, right? You saw me, right?
I’ll protect you until the end

Do you hear me, do you hear me… oh?
The end of your wet eyes full of memories
I hope it dies in my embrace
I try to at least protect you
Who quietly heard the falling tears being swallowed by ripped hearts

I think it’s overflowing, you were always like that to me
My heart expands as your hurt grows
Come to me, it’s because I like it when you smile
I’ll make you comfortable, yeah, at least I can for you

Be mine. I love you, okay? I worry about you, okay?
I’ll take care of you until the end
Being. You know me, right? You saw me, right?
I’ll protect you until the end

Let’s go together, don’t walk onto the hard path, okay?
It wasn’t easy, right?
I don’t want to see you like that ever again
Be mine. I love you, okay? I worry about you, okay
I’ll take care of you until the end

Will you fight? Will you get hurt again?
In an endless ring of hurt, it’s always a quiet war
That’s too much for you
With a shield of worry, I stay in front of you and

I revolve around you like a moon
The lights are turned off in your love
So leave it and look at me
I’ll cover up your deep scars and make you laugh
And make you mine

   This is my fav song at this moment^^ Infinite's "Be Mine"...

I like the lyrics^^nice.. 

  I don't know why..but I suddenly remember about something.. About my heart.. (sounds weird?)..You know,I've been acted for such a long time in front of my friends. I lied about my feelings.. I thought that would turn better,yes at first..but,I didn't expect for her to be that much..

  Maybe I've being lying about it for such a long time already ..which makes me to get use to it..it makes me forgot..but,seeing something that related to '(someone)' makes my heart's hurt. It's okay,..'her" is my 'friend',because of that I'd rather give up just by lying..

  As time passed by,I can forget '(someone)'.. And..live a new life..

just be the real me.. I'd rather be quiet than pretend ,right?.."you don't like him anymore,right?if that so,what a relieve...if you are,I would be jealous then.."(translated)..

hearing those words makes me smiled,but hurt inside..

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=) Chalja~

   

   

Facts About Me =)

Assalamualaikum^^


  Alhamdulillah,I'm fine =). I think it's been a long time since the last post...
sibuk la..(yeke?) haha.. 


  okeyh,before I start with the title,let me tell about what happen lately..
Well,nothing much lah.. My Ustazah said,sometimes in Ramadhan,we'll see a person's real behavior..seriously,for the first time in my life,tahun ni,byk sy dgr kes fitnah ni.. haih...
And of course,one of my friend kena gak..From what she told me,kemungkinan besar,bukan dia sorang lah yang kena.. Saya pun pernah kena,tapi pasal benda alah je..so,takde hal sangat..tpi,sikit tu pun,dh makes me cried.. ~.~


   Tapi,saya ada terbaca sesuatu dalam satu buku ni.. it says.."Anda patut bersyukur kerana anda difitnah dan bukan menfitnah" nice right?^^.. and if I not wrong the writer wrote this too.. (mungkin bkn ayt yg sebenar..ini mengikut apa yg saya igt).."Mungkin sahaja rasa kesedihan anda itu Allah wujudkan untuk menghapuskan dosa2 anda yang lalu"


  It's true,just if the person yg rasa sedih,gundah-gulana,byk probs ni,pulang pada pangkal jalan,berdoa dan berserah pada Allah. I mean,jangan risau,yakinlah bahawa Allah tahu setiap apa yang terjadi pada kita kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui. And..bagi yang kena fitnah,caci,kena tikam dari belakang,JANGAN minta kepada Allah sesuatu yg tidak baik pada org yg melakukan itu pada anda. Sebaik2 perlakuan ialah,memaafkan mereka (sesungguhnya kalian yg memaafkan dosa besar seseorang pd kalian tergolong dalam org yg mulia)


  Berdoalah pada Allah supaya mereka diberi kesedaran dan Hidayah oleh-Nya. Dan ingatlah bahawa walau tersekat celah2 manapun,kebenaran selalu benar dan akan ditunjukkan oleh Allah suatu hari nanti. Allah sememangnya akan membalas perbuatan zalim orang terhadap kita,jadi,tak usahlah minta Allah untuk balas perbuatan mereka tu,Allah mmg akn bls punya.^___^ Senyumlah wahai saudara2 yang dalam kesedihan. Don't worry,Allah Always With You^^..


   Okay,continue with facts about me^^hehe.. 


FOA..(first of all)..


o->I don't like insects..seriously..lipas,labah2..huhu..fobia lah..sesetengah rama2 pun tergolong gak..


o->In my life,sy tak pernah makan cucumber,watermelon,durian,budu.. etc..haha..
  sy ni jenis yg sensitif dengan bauan.. termasuk minyak wangi..membuatkan sy amat pening.. kecuali sesetengah bauan je.. (termasuk bau  makanan fav)..^^


o->Saya mabuk kereta..haha.. perjalanan jauh je..(terutamanya jalan dkt kaw.cameron tambah lagi dengan bau perfume yg pelbagai which my family pakai... 


o->I like cute things..hoho.. I actually don't like something 'pink' in color ..but sy sanggup beli klu benda tu comel..I like Blue color ^^


o->Everyone know that I'm a cat lover^^ =3


o->Saya ada bad habit.. huh... when i'm in stress,I'll cut my hair..(o.O?)..yeah2..but sy potong cantik je..haha,... time stress,memang dah tak sedar byk mana rambut dipotong nih..haih.. 


o->Time nak tidur,sy kena pakai minyak zaitun+rosehip oil kat tgn & kaki..


Actually byk lagi..tapi ni je dpt sy type..huhu..^^
Good Night,Wassalam~